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Loving you is so damn relishing, but it really hurts; loving you hurts so much !!! It Hurts
I feel like I’m not even worth your time… I’m Sorry
I’m sorry. I’m sorry for having so much fun when I’m with you. I’m sorry that when we’re together, I can forget about the rest of the world and only cherish my moments with you. I’m sorry that every time we’ll quarrel, I can’t bring myself to hate you. I’m sorry that my heart won’t stop beating too fast when I see your smile. I’m sorry for spending my free time, cramped with such a hectic schedule, just so I can be with you. I’m sorry that even though we only knew each other for a few months, I enjoy being with you the most compared to all of my other social relationships. I’m sorry for always bothering you; unceasingly asking you if you’ve already eaten, if you got home safely, and always asking you of what you’re doing every minute of your everyday. I’m sorry for sending you good morning and good night messages and telling you to always have sweet dreams. I’m sorry for always telling you to sleep early, to take care of your body, and to always eat on time. I’m sorry for bringing you into my social life, for introducing you to people I always come across with, for bringing you to places I hope you’ll enjoy going to. I’m sorry that everytime I want to talk to someone, you’re the first one to come into my mind. I’m sorry for all the laughter and drama I shared with you. I’m sorry that my attention is always geared towards you. I’m sorry that I feel something more even though we’re just friends. I’m sorry for causing something that would either make us closer or would make us drift away. I’m sorry… I’m sorry that I fell and keep on falling. And I’m sorry that no matter how much I cage this feelings deep inside, they just make it through the space between bars. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I love you.
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